Naked Neck

I might be alone on this one I don't exactly like jewelry.

Some things just get annoying. I haven't worn earrings since September 2008 and I know that date because it was for my sister's wedding and my ears were killing me after so I just stopped and never really found a reason to wear them again so my holes closed up which is fine with me.

I don't wear many rings either. Right now I just have my CTR ring.

Jewelry means something to me.

When I started dating Nate we would usually play with eachother's rings and ended up trading one night. We never traded back. I'm not sure why. It was kinda like you have a little piece of me with you always kinda thing so I had his big ring on a necklace so I wouldn't lose it. 

That ring was replaced with a ring Nate had bought me that didn't quite fit. 

but it stayed around my neck.

Since we broke up. I took it off.

I feel like its MISSING.

It is really foreign to me. I used to grab it and hold it all the time. It was my ultimate comfort. I used to hold onto it when i was scared or insecure or alone.

I keep reaching for it while I'm at church.

Or when I'm on my computer or reading.

So i end up grabbing my hair instead.

I would feel weird replacing it so soon.

Guess I'm standing on my own two feet for now. With out my magic necklace.

Without my Nate.

With a Naked Neck.